[ Wh.... What is this 'warm' feeling...... wtf......
Anyway. ]
I don't know what to tell you. Minato-kun is like me. So I want to look after him, the same way I would want to look after myself.
[ There's no emotion to make it feel like that's a lie. Maybe traces of her usual frustration, but--no nervousness or anxiety about saying it. Something self-conscious, maybe, but fond. ]
[ There are walls Akane can throw up. Not well, at this point, but the attempt is made. Like she really really doesn't want Milla to feel that something about this makes her miserable and embarrassed.
She opens her mouth and closes it several times, but she doesn't want to just say that "We're both cowards." That's too self-aware. Eventually she settles on: ]
[ It's just that Akane's vision of 'better'--her ideal self... Is someone liked by others. The only way to ensure that is to change the others, as well. ]
[ Akane smiles, brightening a bit at her own answer! And there's this sort of--burst of excitement and passion and enthusiasm that's much bigger than how much she's emoting it, even though she does look happy about it. ]
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Date: 2019-07-01 10:24 am (UTC)[There's a bloom of warmth at the thought, warm and calm.]
Together, we were able to accomplish things that separately, we were unable to do.
And what about yourself and Minato?
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Date: 2019-07-01 11:51 pm (UTC)Anyway. ]
I don't know what to tell you. Minato-kun is like me. So I want to look after him, the same way I would want to look after myself.
[ There's no emotion to make it feel like that's a lie. Maybe traces of her usual frustration, but--no nervousness or anxiety about saying it. Something self-conscious, maybe, but fond. ]
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Date: 2019-07-02 01:23 am (UTC)It's good to hear that you are similar to each other—I wouldn't have guessed, initially. In what way?
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Date: 2019-07-02 01:28 am (UTC)She opens her mouth and closes it several times, but she doesn't want to just say that "We're both cowards." That's too self-aware. Eventually she settles on: ]
We both want to change.
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Date: 2019-07-02 08:32 am (UTC)Change, is it? That's very admirable, Akane. What kind of change?
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Date: 2019-07-02 10:42 pm (UTC)[ It's just that Akane's vision of 'better'--her ideal self... Is someone liked by others. The only way to ensure that is to change the others, as well. ]
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Date: 2019-07-03 03:02 am (UTC)Personal goals, and learning your faults. Accepting them, and maturing beyond them.
Is your mission something like that?
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Date: 2019-07-03 03:04 am (UTC)And it would be scarier to admit that. ]
Yeah, basically.
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Date: 2019-07-03 04:44 am (UTC)However, I would still like to see you carve something, when you have time.
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Date: 2019-07-03 04:53 am (UTC)I was going to start working on something soon. If you're free, I could start now...
[ I guess. Whatever. ]
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Date: 2019-07-03 05:32 am (UTC)[She nods, and moves closer.]
What are you planning on creating?
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Date: 2019-07-03 05:39 am (UTC)A bird.
[ There's a little bit of disappointment, not in her voice, but in her emotions. Not a lot, but it's there. ]
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Date: 2019-07-03 05:42 am (UTC)[...]
What's your favorite thing to create?
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Date: 2019-07-03 05:45 am (UTC)[ Akane smiles, brightening a bit at her own answer! And there's this sort of--burst of excitement and passion and enthusiasm that's much bigger than how much she's emoting it, even though she does look happy about it. ]
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Date: 2019-07-03 06:06 am (UTC)I can't say I've ever heard of Kaiju before, Akane.
Could you tell me more about them?
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Date: 2019-07-04 11:19 am (UTC)Tell me more. [She's genuinely curious—and the enthusiastic emotions sure don't hurt!] Do they roam freely, in your world?
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Date: 2019-07-08 04:14 am (UTC)Then, you are able to communicate with them, as well. That is something extraordinary, is it not?
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Date: 2019-07-08 11:03 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2019-07-09 02:40 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2019-07-09 02:47 am (UTC)He's an alien.
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Date: 2019-07-09 03:16 am (UTC)Considering your interest and control of monsters, I imagine you made fast friends with him.
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Date: 2019-07-09 10:19 am (UTC)Do you do it simply by speaking with them?
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