[Anyone would be. Except Akane, who marched straight to a killer, and had a conversation with him. Akane, who implied that she was on his side nonetheless. Akane, who didn't so much as twitch a muscle at the implication of Shirasu "picking" Akane as his new partner instead—and whose death that would result in.
But never fear.
Not even once.
Milla has never once attempted to hide her emotions—and the doubt writ large is no exception. Still, there is the worry, a constant head-shaking concern in the background.]
And you are upset.
[But somehow, it wasn't about what was happening here.]
[ Akane just stares at Milla evenly, not adding any more.
There's no use trying to justify her feelings. And isn't that a reason for hopelessness in itself? What good would it do to try and defend herself? Who's mind could she change with words? ]
[ Behind her walls, there's a burst of irritation and disbelief.
Without judgment? That's impossible. No one can be like that. Akane is too caught up in her emotional reactions to thing--and her awareness of those reactions, so she doesn't even think to reply verbally. ]
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Date: 2019-07-03 10:45 pm (UTC)Everyone is getting killed. It's scary. It's infuriating. Anyone would be upset.
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Date: 2019-07-04 11:26 am (UTC)[Anyone would be. Except Akane, who marched straight to a killer, and had a conversation with him. Akane, who implied that she was on his side nonetheless. Akane, who didn't so much as twitch a muscle at the implication of Shirasu "picking" Akane as his new partner instead—and whose death that would result in.
But never fear.
Not even once.
Milla has never once attempted to hide her emotions—and the doubt writ large is no exception. Still, there is the worry, a constant head-shaking concern in the background.]
And you are upset.
[But somehow, it wasn't about what was happening here.]
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Date: 2019-07-05 06:16 am (UTC)There's no use trying to justify her feelings. And isn't that a reason for hopelessness in itself? What good would it do to try and defend herself? Who's mind could she change with words? ]
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Date: 2019-07-08 04:12 am (UTC)In your own time.
[If ever. But there was little point to pushing, for the moment.
Reopening her eyes, she nods, and shifts her weight.]
And I will hear you whenever you need me to, without judgement.
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Date: 2019-07-08 11:02 pm (UTC)Without judgment? That's impossible. No one can be like that. Akane is too caught up in her emotional reactions to thing--and her awareness of those reactions, so she doesn't even think to reply verbally. ]
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Date: 2019-07-09 02:40 am (UTC)She exhales, and shakes her head.]
You don't have to believe me, Akane.
But I will stay by your side regardless.
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Date: 2019-07-09 02:47 am (UTC)Just because this messed up world made me your partner?
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Date: 2019-07-09 03:15 am (UTC)But why shouldn't I value your existence as a living person here, regardless of that?
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Date: 2019-07-09 03:24 am (UTC)[ Uhh, wait, what is she even arguing, here? Akane???? ]
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Date: 2019-07-09 10:19 am (UTC)Why should I?
[She repeats the question back.]
Are you arguing against your own worth?
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Date: 2019-07-09 05:06 pm (UTC)No, but... I'm not in control, here. I can't just change your settings to make you like me.
[ So why does anyone...? ]
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Date: 2019-07-10 01:27 pm (UTC)...]
No. You can't.
But perhaps consider the following: even without manipulation, I will work to protect you, as I told you from the start.
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Date: 2019-07-10 10:42 pm (UTC)[ Which she. Does not even remotely believe. ]
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Date: 2019-07-11 11:15 am (UTC)You are free to believe what you like, Akane.
In the end, I will speak through my actions alone.