I think you just say whatever you want without thinking about it. It's like nothing you say means anything.
[ She's going to die so she has no fear of just talking shit to someone's face. Th... That said, she only sounds terse and not actually particularly mad? Her expectations of people are low to begin with. ]
[blunt right back! but milla doesn't seem to mind.]
Perhaps more precisely, I say what I feel, openly and honestly. There is not much thought in conveying your true feelings. In that way, then, what I say means exactly what I express—but I can see that the lack of serious consideration could be considered particularly shallow.
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WEEK 6, POST-TRIAL
Date: 2019-07-21 11:13 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2019-07-21 11:17 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2019-07-22 12:12 am (UTC)But did I not promise? I don't imagine my words would amount to anything at all if I did not follow through with them.
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Date: 2019-07-22 06:18 am (UTC)[ She's going to die so she has no fear of just talking shit to someone's face. Th... That said, she only sounds terse and not actually particularly mad? Her expectations of people are low to begin with. ]
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Date: 2019-07-22 09:11 am (UTC)[blunt right back! but milla doesn't seem to mind.]
Perhaps more precisely, I say what I feel, openly and honestly. There is not much thought in conveying your true feelings. In that way, then, what I say means exactly what I express—but I can see that the lack of serious consideration could be considered particularly shallow.
Do you think about every word you say, Akane?
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Date: 2019-07-22 11:19 pm (UTC)I try to think about everything I say, when I can. [ Even when she's welled up with frustration usually the outbursts are physical, not verbal. ]
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Date: 2019-07-23 10:31 am (UTC)[her tone is thoughtful, interested.]
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Date: 2019-07-23 10:49 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2019-07-24 04:28 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2019-07-24 05:38 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2019-07-25 09:02 am (UTC)I wouldn't recommend confusing honest, forward action with a lack of consideration.
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Date: 2019-07-25 10:59 pm (UTC)[ She doesn't even know how to articulate it. She feels like Milla just made up her mind about Akane and then never rethought it. ]
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Date: 2019-07-26 09:36 am (UTC)...But you don't trust that I fully understand and know who you are? A simple whim of mine, perhaps.
You mentioned that before. That you felt I merely remained by your side due to our partnering at random.
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Date: 2019-07-29 11:57 pm (UTC)So that's the starting point you're working off. [ Before even getting into the randomized partners... ]
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Date: 2019-08-04 12:11 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2019-08-04 03:39 am (UTC)She brought it up, but she's not getting into it. ]